Normally, I would just scoff about it, think the idea is stupid and go about my daily life but I must admit, I feel really bummed out today. I spent too much money at Christmas and my car needed some major repairs. I am not talking about a couple of hundred dollars here. The bills are coming in and while I was planning to get a tattoo for my birthday next month, I am unsure whether or not that will be possible. I mean, I usually get sick on my birthday but it would suck the big one if I managed to not get sick but not be able to afford some new ink.
I know, I know, these are first world problems and I should be grateful for what I have. I also do realize that tattoos are a luxury. I am just mad over the fact that I am dishing out a lot of money on rent and well the landlady won't do any repairs. I get a panic attack when I do have to deal with her because every time we address an issue, we get blamed for not taking care of the apartment and we get yelled at. I had to hang up on her once. We are planning on moving and the only reason why we have not done so sooner was because we didn't want to make too many changes at one time in Philip's life with him starting kindergarten and all.
So yes, this is indeed a depressing day. All the bills are coming in and I have no fun money. It sucks when you bust your ass at your job and your paycheque is going towards boring stuff. When I was a kid, I wanted so much to be an adult, I thought I could do whatever I wanted! This adult stuff really sucks!
Trying to be positive, I think I looked rather nice today despite being a cry baby! The skirt is a lot of fun because it has pockets! I wore a plain shirt with a sheer one on top and a pair of leggings to keep me warm.